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| I joined this site, the first ever site I had been on.....I have to say I was very skeptical, as I had friends who had given me warning all about sites and people who were not who they said they were.....but having a busy career in the music business.. I thought I would give it a try[to be honest I never thought I would end up on an internet dating site as I am by no mean short of dates but just chose to wait..until I felt it was the 'special' person for me..maybe a bit old fashioned- but there goes....Anyway, although I had received loads of replies from some beautiful woman...I never once felt that 'special something' when I looked at their picture. Then suddenly I genuinely was instantly attracted to one female, the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my whole life, who I couldn't believe was attracted to me, within days I was wanting to know everything about her and even sent her little gifts to USA, I really opened up about things I couldn't believe I was saying to someone..things were moving wonderfully. I ws the happiest I had ever been in years[my friends couldn't believe I was in love with someone I had met on the internet[as I am a very realistic person and don't fall in love easy atall] Then as fast as it started-it ended.... she just emailed me and said...she loved me but things were moving too fast...I couldn't believe it as things had been just'so perfect' but there it goes she wanted time to think....But all I can say is..that woman really 'touched' my heart for a few precious moments..so for the 1st time in life I beieve you can really find love where you least expect it. I haven't got over her yet...she still says she wants to be friends...I am left wondering so many things...did she really think she loved me...., how can things ever move too fast? so many questions..but I couldn't ask her...as I didn't have the nerve to say..you really broke my heart..maybe she has just met someone else the same way as she met me and their is about to be another broken heart out there soon. Anyway, I keep my emails cool with her now and have put my new ad up...I was going to leave this site as I was so devastated but then...I take responsibility for my own actions and my advice to you all is..don't ever let yourself be bitter just pick yourself up as there is someone out there who wants you for 'you' in life you have to meet a few frogs before the 'right' one comes along..well the same on here...So I guess I am looking again now-but not rushing into anything..I just needed to get this out my system and tell someone or write it down..one moment in my life that was over before it begun....thanks for reading anyone who has read...xxx |
Posted on Jul 29, 2003 by scotsgirl
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