Suicide!
Suffocating life is on the edge of a precipice. Neck is being strangled by the fists with long claws, tongue is about to be protrude. Suddenly, he discovers himself as a wounded animal fidgeting in a cell craving for respite which he is unable to purchase before hibernation.
What he wants the desecration of his own life , suicide, now a volcano erupting and cremation him alive .Not so long ago, the same life he adorned in imagination likens itself to a firmament dreaming of his foot prints on inaccessible desert before his death.
Today mother’s solicitude for him, sparkling fawn-eyes of beloved consign to oblivion as if a dullard struggling to read gyrating solipsism .He can’t but search out a elucidation “disposing of his own life.
He is law breaker; insolvent, wantonous as he hasn’t done what he should have, hasn’t participated in where he was expected. He concerns about other but disregard himself. After all above himself some where he wants his arrival. But the weak isn’t aware of he isn’t sovereign. He is the wrong person at the wrong place. Man-made tentacle law is over enthusiastic about coiling him.
He does believe in “man can be destroyed but not be defeated. Thinking of Pyrrhic victory life he wants to destroy is his own even so he can’t create but his personal property. He wants to gamble on aiming at the most valuable possession of his life.
He at this moment, is the judge , jurist , witness and the offender, must be truth what ever he says and not be hidden any truth, going to reach the verdict. Law is own as his life.
But what law he is going to apply to. Doesn’t he know lawlessness within the application of law as law within lawlessness?
Can’t the desolation be the impetus of making new resolution? In sleepless night let his memory browse, with grief-stricken heart while counting stars; let the dream yacht steer and usher by light house, muster up velour no matter whatever turbulent predicament will to encounter.
Give yourself the kiss of life. Yesterday's king is today’s prisoner as tomorrow's arbitrator is today’s way farer, just multi-dimension of life. The variable life is the most valuable.
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Posted on Mar 15, 2005 by Past member
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